It’s a concept many of us writerly types are familiar with. After all, few of us have the luxury to just sit at home and write all day. We have careers. Kids to raise. Errands to run, meals to prepare, volunteering to do. You’d be amazed by how many of your favorite authors actually have a life beyond cranking out novels. So how do they get it done?
They write between the lines.
Each one of us gets exactly 24 hours to do it all. Eat. Sleep. Manage the glut of daily routines and responsibilities that eat up the hours of our day. But good writers, successful writers, the ones who manage to do it all and get their work published, too, understand the secret. They write while riding the train to work. They write while their kids are in gymnastics class or at soccer practice. They write during those 30 minutes while waiting for the casserole to finish baking in the oven. If there is a crack in the sidewalk of time, we writers will find it and fill it in with words.
Busy is my other middle name.
On a normal day, I wake up before the sun rises to go for a run, or head to the gym to exercise. Then I check in with my teens and commute to work. After work, I usually cook a nutritious meal for the family, then return to the gym for another workout. I spend the rest of the evening reading, writing, catching a TV show, and spending time with the teens before I take a moment to prepare lunch and clothes for the next day. Somehow, it all gets done. Even the laundry and dishes. (Okay, not always). And I nearly always manage a good 8 hours of sleep every night.
Yes, maybe it’s because I’m from Jupiter. Or maybe it’s possible because I have no friends or relationships to eat into more of my precious time. But maybe, just maybe, it all boils down to one essential thing. Time management.
It takes a lot of discipline to do it all every day. It also takes effective tools, and consistency to make those tools work for you. Calendars are useful, as are reminder apps. Imagine — making your phone remember everything so that you can focus on what’s more important!
Sometimes, I listen to other people complain that they just don’t have enough time in the day to get to the gym. To cook nutritious meals with whole foods. To read books. I just smile and try to empathize. But if they were to ask me for advice, I would offer this one thing: look for the cracks.
Want to read more books? How about listening to audiobooks during your daily commute, or together with your family in the evenings? What if you plan to spend exactly 15 minutes before bed each night engrossed in a book you really want to read? It’s slow progress, maybe, but it’s still progress.
Want to exercise more? How about bringing your sneakers to work and going for daily walks during the last half of your lunch hour? How about purposely climbing the stairs at your work building? Or a habit of walking your dog each evening. Or you can brave the early morning and go to the gym when it’s not at all crowded.
It is easy to find excuses. It’s easy to come up with reasons why you can’t make those small changes that you know will improve your mind, your health, your life. It’s easy to collapse on the couch and watch TV and eat processed foods. But very little good ever came from following the path of least resistance.
You don’t have to be a writer to write between the lines. Each one of us has at least one big thing we’d like to accomplish. You’re probably thinking of it right now while reading this post. The question is, what small changes are you willing to make to reach your goal? What cracks in your daily path are you ready to fill?
“Roland, what the hell is
this?” Ethan is glowering. “I’ve got that SamCorp account meeting in fifteen
minutes, and this is what you give me to work with?” He shakes the blue folder
like it’s covered in bugs.
I snatch the folder from
him. Inside is the report I’d printed out and slipped into Ethan’s inbox early
this morning. My eyes blur as I looked over the numbers, lids as heavy as wood.
“Give me a minute. I can fix it,” I say, turning to my computer.
“You’d better not screw this up.” He storms off. I take a huge gulp of double-caff coffee, my second one this morning, and get to work.
At lunchtime, I doze off
mid-conversation and wake up to find that my coworkers have returned to their
cubicles, and my girlfriend, Haley, has sent half a dozen angry texts, the last
one canceling tonight’s dinner plans. Great. I toss my half-eaten meal into the
trash and hurry back to my desk before Ethan notices I’m tardy.
Greg, my neighbor from
two cubicles down, stops to say hi and catches me mid-yawn. “You’re not coming
down with something, are you?” He frowns as I rub my bloodshot eyes.
I shake my head. “Just a
little insomnia lately.” Understatement. Lately, I was lucky if I could get
four straight hours of sleep in one night. Unisom stopped helping. Herbal
remedies were useless. Meditation, white noise, no electronics before
sleeping…I’d tried it all. And still, I lay awake in bed, my mind a carousel of
Greg holds up a finger.
“Say no more. Let me send you a link for this new sleep aid, called Doz-Z. My
brother-in-law tried it, and now he sleeps like the dead.”
I snort. Sounds like a
gimmick. A few minutes later, the link shows up in my inbox. I ignore it.
By the time I drag myself
home that evening, I feel half dead. I heat up a carton of leftover Thai
takeout, then wash it down with a glass of cheap pinot. Haley calls, and I’m
all apologies and promises, so she agrees to go out with me this Friday night.
At least, I think we said Friday. My brain feels so sluggish right now, I can’t
really hold anything. We hang up, then I head off to bed.
My room is completely
dark except for the dim blue glow of my alarm clock. 10:15. The minutes stretch
on as I close my eyes, twisting one way, then another. Somewhere across my
room, Alexa pumps out the soft, soothing sounds of rain and wind.
11:15. 12:15. 1:15.
Just after two o’clock,
I’m sitting up in bed, laptop powered on. I open my work email and find the
link Greg sent me. Click. Posted on
the website is a photo of a guy snoozing in his bed, unlike me.
TRY DOZ-Z AND GET THE BEST SLEEP OF YOUR LIFE
Underneath this, there’s
a bunch of stuff about the science behind the product, and potential side
effects. I skim over this and look for the price.
30-DAY FREE TRIAL. GUARANTEED 8+ HOURS OF SLEEP EACH NIGHT.
It sounds way too good to
be true. But I’m sleep-deprived and desperate. Before I can change my mind, I
fill out the form and send it.
When I get home from work
two nights later, someone rings the doorbell. “Roland Zabinski?” the guy asks.
I nod, and he hands me a small package. I close the door and tear open the
package. I’m not really sure what I’m expecting – pills, maybe? A powder you
mix into a smoothie? Instead, I dig out a pair of button-like wireless earbuds
and instructions on how to download and sync them with the Doz-z app. You’ve
gotta be kidding me.
I get it all set up,
press the earbuds into my ears, and sink into bed. “Activate sleep mode,” I say
“Welcome to Doz-Z,” a
soothing female AI voice says. “Would you like to dream tonight?”
I blink into the dark. “Uh…yeah,
sure,” I say.
“Okay,” she says. “Dream will begin in three, two, one…”
I’m searching everywhere.
Around the car. Next to the house. Behind the big round bush at the edge of the
lawn. Nothing. I’m heading back when she suddenly scrambles out from under the
front porch. Before I can do anything, she pelts right in the face with a
“Hey!” I sputter, wiping
away cold, wet snow. “Not fair!”
In a moment, her arms are
around me. “What’s not fair? The part where I won?” She kisses me, her full
lips warm against my frozen mouth. “Poor sport.” Her round eyes twinkle like dark
ponds reflecting the moonlight.
I take the snowball I’ve
been holding and stuff it down the back of her shirt. She yelps and leaps away.
“Oh, that was dirty!” Her eyes are narrowed, but she’s still smiling. “You’re
in trouble now, buster.”
“Oh, am I?” She’s
giggling as I chase her across the lawn. When I catch her, my arms encircle her
waist, and I pull us both to the ground. She’s dusted with snow, like powdered
sugar, her face electric with joy. My heart does a backflip.
“Marry me, Marley.” I
smooth back her hair with a gloved hand.
She stares at me intensely, trying to see if I mean it. “Yes,” she whispers. Then the world around me fades to gray and dissolves.
I bolt upright in bed,
gasping. “What the hell was that?” I
“Your dream has ended,” says
the soothing AI voice. “You have slept for nine hours, thirty-two minutes.”
Nine hours? “Shit.” I dig
the earbuds out and drop them on my nightstand. I’m late for work.
“You missed the meeting
with marketing.” Ethan’s pissed.
“I know. God, I…had some
car trouble.” Still a lame excuse, but sounds better than sleeping in. I work
extra hard for the rest of the day to make up for it. I feel more focused than
I have for a long time, except for brief moments when Marley’s face would swim
across my thoughts. She was just a dream,
I remind myself, shaking the thoughts away.
“Would you like to dream
tonight?” asks the AI when I’ve settled into bed that night.
“Yeah.” I countdown with the voice. Three, two, one…
“I feel like a cow.”
Marley pouts and rubs her swollen belly. “A big, fat cow.”
“You’re not fat.” I place
my hands on her belly, too.
“I’ve got a name idea.”
“What now?” I cock an
eyebrow, waiting. Marley’s ideas to name our first baby have ranged from
terrible to atrocious so far.
“If it’s a girl, Leia.”
I groan. “Vetoed.”
“If it’s a boy, Han.”
“Why not Luke? At least
Luke sounds normal.”
“Who wants a normal name?
This baby is special, and deserves a special name.”
“I still like the name
Catherine, after my grandmother.”
Marley gasps, her eyes
wide. “Did you feel that?” We both stand very still. Then I feel it. A thump from somewhere inside her belly. The
baby – our baby, is kicking.
“See?” I say. “She likes the name, too.”
I’m late for work again.
This time, Ethan doesn’t notice, but I know I need to figure out how to wake up
on time. Maybe the app has an alarm feature.
“Your free trial has
ended,” says the AI when I lie in bed two nights later. “If you commit now to
the one-year plan, your credit card will be charged. Shall I proceed?”
I think of Marley and our
daughter, Catherine, waiting for me at home. Our dream home. My dream family.
“Yes,” I say.
Each night, I hurry home
from work, eager to fall into dream mode. And each morning, I reluctantly
remove the Doz-Z earbuds and head to work.
“You seem more chipper
lately,” Greg remarks one day. “Things going better with your girlfriend?”
Girlfriend? Oh, her. “Haley
and I broke up.” I left out the part where she had accused me of cheating and
said she never wanted to see me again. I mean, I technically was cheating, since
I kind of have a wife and family, so I didn’t bother to correct her. “It’s that
Doz-Z app,” I say. “It’s really helping me get some good sleep.”
“Glad to hear it. My
brother liked it, too, but he had to quit. Too expensive.”
The truth is, I haven’t
even looked to see how much the service is costing me. When I get home, I call
the credit card company for recent transactions, and learn that my payment in
the amount of $10,000 was declined.
$10,000! My head is spinning. I was expecting maybe a couple hundred. There’s no way I can afford to continue using the app. But Marley, and Catherine…
That night, Marley and I
take Catherine to the beach. It’s her first time seeing the ocean, and she
squeals in delight as the waves wash against her pudgy toes.
“Build a castle, Daddy!” Catherine
holds out her pink pail and shovel. I kneel in the damp sand and begin to dig as
Catherine dances around me. The sun is warm on my bare shoulders, and the air
is fresh and salty. I glance back at Marley, who waves from her beach chair,
her free hand resting on her belly. She is pregnant again.
“There!” Catherine places
a sand dollar on top of the mushy castle I’ve built. “That’s the princess who
“Princess Catherine,” I say.
It’s becoming harder to
wake up from the dreams. “Ten more minutes,” I murmur to the AI. Ten minutes
becomes thirty, then grows to an extra hour of sleep. I creep into work later
and later each morning, often unshaven, wearing wrinkled clothes from the day
before. It was just a matter of time before Ethan calls me into his office, expression
“I need employees who take
their jobs seriously,” he says. Security walks me out of the building. I head
home, clutching a cardboard box filled with my belongings.
“Would you like to dream?”
asks the AI.
Catherine is growing. She
curls in my lap as I read her stories and stroke her soft curls until she falls
asleep. Then I join Marley as she places baby Luke in his crib.
“Our almost perfect
family,” she says as we gaze down on our son.
She sighs. “We’re missing
one important piece.”
I kiss her forehead. Catherine
and Luke. The perfect house. The perfect wife. What could possibly be missing?
The next day, Marley
shows up with a squirming bundle in her arms.
“A puppy!” Catherine is ecstatic.
She reaches up to pet its silky brown fur.
“I have a few name ideas,”
Marley says with a mischievous grin.
I groan. “Oh great.”
The Doz-Z bill arrives in
the mail. We were unable to charge your
credit card. Payment is due immediately.
I toss the bill on the growing pile of unopened mail, wolf down a piece of burnt toast, then return to bed.
Catherine plays her first
soccer game. She runs up and down the field in her adorable blue uniform, ponytails
“Go, Blue Lightning!”
Luke and I cheer, though he says it more like B-you Yighting. Aladdin, who is now a fully grown lab, barks and
tugs at his leash, eager to join the game.
Marley laughs and pats his head. “Not this time, you scamp.”
“I’m sorry, Roland. I am
unable to activate sleep mode until your balance has been paid in full.” The AI’s
soothing voice only irritates me further. “Would you like to hear your options?”
“Come on,” I beg. “I’m
going to miss Luke’s birthday party. We’re taking him to Bounceworld, and
Marley baked his favorite cake.”
The AI doesn’t answer.
“Activate sleep mode,” I
say again through gritted teeth.
“I’m sorry, Roland,” the
AI starts again. I let out a frustrated grunt and pound the bed with my fist. “Would
you like to hear your options?”
“You may pay your balance
in full right now.” Out of the question. My credit card is maxed, and I haven’t
made a payment in over a month.
“If you are unable to
pay, but would like to continue using Doz-Z, then you can commit to six months
of service as a Doz-Z staff member.”
“Staff member? Is this a job
“Yes. I can send Doz-Z
agents to collect you tonight, and you can begin your service immediately.”
I think of the stack of
unpaid bills covering my dining table. I think of the 72-hour warning from the
electric company. I think of Catherine, who just lost her front tooth, and
Luke, who started Kindergarten last week. I think of holding Marley in my arms,
the sweet fragrance of her scented shower gel, her round, chocolate-brown eyes
looking back at me with so much love. I can’t abandon them. They are my life.
The Doz-Z agents arrive
two hours later. They take me to the corporate building and show me to my desk.
“Look over these numbers and have a report ready for me by 10AM sharp,” says
the new Ethan, a stern-faced woman with graying hair pulled into a severe bun.
I turn to my computer and get to work.
Hours later, they release
me, and I take the elevator down to the dormitory, where I share a room with
half a dozen other staff members. No one speaks as we change into matching
pajamas and climb into our cots. One by one, we all insert a pair of Doz-Z
earbuds into our ears and say, “Activate sleep mode.”
“Would you like to dream
tonight?” asks the soothing voice of the AI.
“You burned the toast again.” Stuart made clicking noises with his tongue.
Ruby shot him a scornful look. “I didn’t burn the toast,” she said, setting his plate on the table. “That cheap toaster you bought burned the toast.” She poured more coffee into his favorite mug – the red one with the picture of the hula girl he’d brought home from their trip to Hawaii eight years ago. Now it had a small chip on the rim, a minor defect, like a blemished tooth. Her fingers itched to throw it away, but she knew Stuart would notice its absence.
With a heavy sigh, she sat across from him and fished the soggy teabag out of her cup. “Anything interesting in the news today?”
Stuart folded his newspaper and set it aside. “The usual overblown political circus and a workplace shooting somewhere in Colorado.” He scooped his eggs onto the unburnt center of his toast and bit into it. “The community section mentioned something about that women’s circle again. The Purple People, or something.” He chuckled.
Ruby frowned. “You know perfectly well that they call themselves the Pearls.” The Purple Pearls were like a cult, always trying to recruit people to come down to the community center for Tuesday craft days and Thursday reading groups, and who knew what else. But Ruby had no intention of knotting a purple bandanna around her neck and going on outings with those women, who were always cooing and chirping like a flock of city pigeons.
“Yeah, well turns out that those Pearl girls are planning to take a big trip. Guess where to?”
“Fiji. Isn’t that something?” he added, when Ruby folded her arms and glared at him. “You and me have been talking for years about flying down to Fiji.”
“Different how? It’s the same Fiji. Pristine beaches. Crystal clear water, coconut trees. Paradise!”
“But I’d rather go with you.”
“I’ll be here when you get back. You can bring me a new mug.” He held up the chipped red one. “You don’t want to miss your chance. Think about sinking your toes into that white sand. Think of that warm tropical breeze.”
“But I’m not one of them. Those Pearls.”
“You could be. You already know a couple of those women. And that one with the sparkly earrings—”
Stuart nods. “Yeah, Pam. She isn’t going to stop trying until you give in and join them.”
“I don’t have time for them.” Ruby stood and began briskly scraping their plates into the trash. “I’ve got to finish crocheting that blanket for Sadie’s baby.”
“You could crochet with the Pearls,” said Stuart, “while talking about your Fiji plans. Come on, sweetheart,” he coaxed, softer, when Ruby didn’t respond. “What’s that I keep saying? Come on, now.”
Ruby gripped the edge of the counter and stared down into the abyss of the sink drain. “Don’t fear death,” she started.
“Don’t fear death, fear the unlived life.” It was a quote from Tuck Everlasting, a book they’d taken turns reading aloud years ago, Ruby curled into Stuart’s lap on the soft brown sofa after they’d put the kids to bed. Fear the unlived life. Those words had wormed their way into Stuart’s very being. Suddenly fearful that he hadn’t been living life hard enough, well enough, bravely enough, he’d adopted a new favorite word. Yes. Ride a bicycle across three states? Yes. Read fifty books in a year? Yes. Give up his Saturdays to mentor young men at the job training center? Yes, yes, yes. No wonder they hadn’t had time to travel to Fiji together.
And what about Ruby? Was she living an unlived life? She thought of all the years of raising kids with Stuart. Driving Sadie and Laura to school, to tap classes, to birthday parties. Years filled with Christmases and summer barbecues and family trips to the mountains. Years of bandaging scraped knees and cleaning up after pets and sewing costumes for the annual spring play. When the girls were older, Ruby had taken a part-time job as an office clerk, which later turned into a full-time job, which lasted all the way to retirement. She and Stuart had retired on the same day. They’d planned it that way. And after retirement, Stuart had gone right on saying yes to everything and everyone. Everyone but her. Until recently, she’d had to wait her turn for moments with Stuart. She hated to admit it, hated the selfishness of it, but she was glad that now, he was here all the time. Here just for her.
“Doesn’t Pam live pretty close to where you’re going today?” asked Stuart.
Ruby gripped the counter even tighter and swayed on her feet. She’d almost forgotten she had to go. Almost. “Yeah.”
“Then here’s your chance. Ring her doorbell. Say hello. Tell her your bags are already packed for Fiji.”
“My bags aren’t packed.” She turned around to look at him, mouth twisted.
“You could get them packed in two minutes. What would you need for Fiji, anyway? Besides a swimsuit.”
“I don’t have a swimsuit that fits.” Not anymore, now that she’d lost so much weight. “Guess I could get one, though.”
“Now you’re talking.” Stuart’s grin made his eyes light up, made the whole kitchen light up. Ruby almost felt like grinning, too. “What time is Sadie supposed to pick you up?”
Before Ruby could even glance at the big wooden clock, the front doorbell rang. And rang. And rang, three long chimes and a series of short chimes. Sadie must have let the boys ring the bell, she figured, hurrying to the living room. Sure enough, when she threw open the front door, both her grandsons stood there, wearing grins that looked so much like Stuart’s, her heart squeezed tight for a moment, like someone was wringing out all the blood.
Sadie’s face fell when she saw Ruby. “Mom! You’re not even ready to go yet!”
Ruby glanced down at her stained lavender house robe, then placed a hand on her thinning cloud of white hair. “Guess I’ll just go like this,” she mumbled.
“You can’t go like that!” Sadie sounded dismayed. “It’s…it’s disrespectful!”
Ruby scowled, then headed off to pull on some real clothes to appease her daughter. “I’ll see you later,” she told Stuart as she breezed through the kitchen again.
Stuart winked, then waved his arms like a hula dancer. Ridiculous. She pursed her lips. Did they even have hula dancers in Fiji?
Sadie said nothing about Ruby’s too-baggy attire this time. In fact, her words were syrupy sweet as she drove them across town, talking about the boys’ activities and Halloween costume plans in that kitten-gentle voice people used with small children. It dug under Ruby’s skin like a tick, but she just clenched her teeth and stared out the window, picturing pristine beaches and coconut trees. She really could do it. She could fly to Fiji with the girls, maybe sip some kind of tangy, coconutty rum drink under a strip of the bluest sky. She could bring home a mug for Stuart, and maybe a new toaster so his toast wouldn’t get burned. This time, she did laugh aloud.
“Mother, are you even listening to me?” asked Sadie, her voice tinged with irritation.
“Yes,” said Ruby.
Then they were there, pulling into the parking lot. Damn the parking lot, thought Ruby as they trudged across the asphalt. Damn the tall iron bars they passed through. Damn the perfect grass, as green and manicured as a golf course. She wanted to turn and run back to the car, drive it back home, where Stuart was waiting.
“Are you ready?” asked Sadie. She was carrying a bouquet of flowers, just like a bride. Splashy, yellow flowers. Purple flowers. Tiny sprigs of white flowers. She placed them in Ruby’s empty hands. Ruby imagined herself walking barefoot across a beach, long veil flowing behind her, and Stuart in a suit with the pant legs rolled up, standing ankle-deep in the crystal blue waters.
“Hello Ruby.” Pam was here, too. Not on the beach, but here in the green grass, that damned purple bandanna knotted around her neck. Two other women stood beside her. More Pearls. “I asked Sadie if we could join you today, and she said yes.”
Yes yes yes.
Ruby’s head began throbbing. She took tiny steps forward, Sadie supporting one elbow, Pam holding the other. Fiji, she told herself in a stern voice. Think of Fiji.
“These anniversaries can be hard,” Pam was saying. “We Pearls like to support each other. All of these ladies know just what you’re going through.”
Ruby didn’t answer. She was frozen on the spot, staring down at the slab of stone jutting up from the grass. Her blood had gone cold, like the coffee in Stuart’s chipped red mug.
“One year ago today.” Pam said this like one might say it’s raining outside, or there’s a sale at Penney’s, or we’re out of milk. “I always did like that quote.” She tilted her head to one side, squinting at the stone slab. “Don’t fear death, fear the unlived life. Wonder who said that?”
“Babbitt.” Ruby cleared her throat, tried again. “Natalie Babbitt. It’s from a book. Tuck Everlasting.”
“Well now.” Pam’s dark eyes burned into Ruby’s. “I hope that you’ll come to our next meeting and tell the Pearls some more about this book. We’re planning a big trip together, you know. To Fiji.”
“Yes.” Ruby nodded. There. She’d said it. Yes.
“So you’ll be there?”
“Yes.” Ruby laid the flowers at the foot of the grave, then turned to go. In her fingers, she clutched a single flower she’d separated from the rest. It was purple, like the Pearls. She was never going to join them, she knew. Never going to wear their stupid bandanna or attend their meetings. They might eat up all her time, then she wouldn’t have any left to spend with Stuart.
Tonight, she decided, she would cook pork chops, his favorite dinner. And she would place the flower next to his plate.
“That’s the color of my new bathing suit,” she’d tell him.
“So you’re going to go to Fiji after all?”
“That’s right,” she’d say. “You and me. So pack your bags. We’ve waited long enough.”
I love the tradition of Halloween. The creative costumes of young and young-at-heart. The zany and macabre decorations. The celebration of the shadow side of human nature, done in a spirit of good fun and camaraderie. Enjoy your parties and sugar-fests as we each perform a role tonight in the great play we call Halloween. Be safe out there!
The Golden Hour
At last the golden hour is here
The night we shadow-box our fear
And march into the inky night
Armed with jack-o-lantern light
So come you fierce and wicked things
Painted grins and fairy wings
Hear the magic doorbell rings
Heed the creepy creature’s stare
Perched upon her rocking chair
Grab a candy, if you dare
Hear the whistling windy tune
Ghosts and witches flying soon
Silhouette on silver moon
Tempt the spirits, play your part
Chilling bones and racing heart
Let the hurly-burly start
Me, as Bastet, Egyptian Goddess of warfare and cats, protector of the pharaoh, of women, and of children.
Well, Jupiter Girl is still hanging out in her cave, waiting for inspiration to strike her in the head like a rock or something. So I decided to step in and take charge of things for a while. And believe me, I am really good at taking charge. Plan your party? Manage a work project? Write your blog? I’m your girl!
My name is Danielle. I live and work downtown in a major metropolitan area, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I adore everything about life downtown. The fast pace. The restaurants. The nightlife. Just yesterday, I hopped on a Jump bike during my lunch break and rode over to my favorite independent coffee shop, where they make an ah-mazing pumpkin spice latte. Seriously, I don’t know how people can stand it out in the suburbs, where you have to get in your car and drive like, twenty minutes to the nearest Starbucks.
Now everybody say hi to Audrey. Audrey is my bestie. My partner-in-crime. My sistah from another mistah. I don’t know what I’d do without her. But between you and me, Audrey can also be pretty annoying. When I started going to the gym to get in shape a couple of years ago, Audrey started copying me. I lost a few pounds and felt pretty good about that. But next thing you know, she’s lost a ton of weight, gotten super strong, and now she’s a fitness instructor. Seriously, Audrey?
It’s like it’s her life goal to show me up. I bought a sleek little downtown condo last year and adopted a cat. So what does Audrey do? She buys a ginormous house out in the ‘burbs, and adopts a cat plus two cocker spaniels. So extra. And then this summer, I text her some photos of me relaxing by the pool. So of course she has to show me up by traveling all the way to the beach.
Ok fine, to be fair, she did invite me to go with her to the beach. But I couldn’t get away from work. You see, I have a very busy job. When I was a girl, somehow the idea became engrained in me that I could do anything. I could become a pilot, or a veterinarian, or a lawyer. But I had more exciting ambitions than that. So I studied computer software engineering, and went to work for the U.S. government on a top-secret assignment. I get to work with ah-mazing technology and even travel the world.
But don’t tell Audrey. She thinks I’m just an accountant.